hi, its been like . a very, very long time. i know - im sorry. suddenly remembered that i have this blog and decided to pay a visit, then saw the last post was 3 (THREE) years ago like damn.. even the last post said to my future self to make an update and i just completely forgot all about it.

okay so... 3 years update? i genuinely dont remember when i wrote the last post have i gone to my current job or was i still at my old korean course job but things, and me, are definitely gradually being much better than i was years ago. my current job is at a bank handling digital product. remember when you thought you would go to it major or job? yup you got it. somehow . even with archi major you have. funny how life works huh

the job isnt the best in the world obvi but the salary and the team is okay. im on 3 year contract so next year would be the last year of my contract then im free from resign penalty. honestly for my next job i wish i can get a job from europe company or the like that gives me many benefits and leave so i can travel whenever i want. or a job in thailand. yeah im still into thai stuff lol

so to update you on things.. you hated gawin right? yeah i have made peace with him hes not paired with that guy anymore and his latest work is just that good that you got into his ship again (I KNOW i lowk betrayed u lol im sorry) but also like idk.. i just feel nothing you know. the thing is i remember to log in here bc after years his gf somehow accepted my follow req on insta lol and even though him dating her was also the catalyst for you to unstan him i feel nothing now. like im surprised myself too lmao im like girl youre wayy too late to appear lmaoo anyways yeah its kinda crazy to think i used to be so obsessed with him now im so neutral about him? funny how life works huh (2)

i feel like there should be many things to update you about these past 3 years but i dont know what to say anymore... lets see maybe lets just list things i currently like now

PLAVE !! theres this virtual idol group that i started to stan in nov 2023. the crazy thing is i dont feel connected to 5th gen groups right but they are right up my alley- their music their dynamic their jokes - turns out they are actually mostly nugu 3rd genners would you believe it !! everything makes sense when i found out about that fact. anyways im gonna see them next month both in indonesia and thailand so im really excited !! plus this would be my very first time going abroad, a solo trip at that! im gonna write here again after the trip i promise

for thai bl stuff, after gawin fallout i become a forcebook main, after enchante they played in series called a boss and a babe and it was soo good so it was easy to jump ship . i lowkey hate the fandom tho it was though during enchante with the hate train and the like NOW that fb is big the fandom become big headed and become the very people that create hate train. fandoms man..

and the biggest change ive made is im into knitting and crocheting now!! no more fangirling as my main hobby... i am saved thank god. its complex enough that i dont get bored easily but easy enough that i dont have to do many prep before hand like other hobbies. so far ive made a sweater, a doll, and a bunch of coasters and im currently knitting a vest to be worn for my thailand trip hopefully i can finish it in time

i guess thats it for life update, see you soon !