wow so ... i came back here because there's a rumor of twitter shutting down and that reminds me that i still have a blog.

two years have passed since i last posted nything here... so life update: remember gawin? yeah, basically you got into him much deeper than expected so there's quite a period when you even paid attention to him more than anything. even howon ! but then he fucked up by choosing to play a bl with a homophobic snd your heart shattered and you cried and cried and cried. i swear the amount of me crying for this past two months is equal to the crying of my entire life before that event. white men truly are root of all problems smh. and funny thing is despite how angry i am at him i still care about him.

enough about fandom now onto real life.. you finally escaped archi !! your work isn't the very best but it's not as bad as archi industry and everyday you're thankful for it. in fact there's a lot you can learn from your new work now so it's great ! i wish ahead i can have more amazing opportunities. 

if you happen to read this, please do update on your life again. i hope you're at your peace be it fandom wise or real life. take care !