Thursday, 12 December 2013 @ 21:42 0 stares
update on me guys
i don't like my (ex)crush anymore cuz he's such a dick and fucking ignore me when i waited for fucking 2 years for him even prayed every single damn day for his finals i'm just so done then a few weeks ago he flirted with my juniors like what the fuck did he even think about how i feel i've wasted two years loving him (back) and these are what i got?! fuck you. don't even try to look at me you son of a bitch.
also
suddenly my boy friend (my friend who is a boy, not my boyfriend) really likes to talk to me i don't even know then he just kinda flirted with me which makes me kinda weirded out but not much at least he's not disgusting like my ex crush but still it's just weird ugh what even
my love life is weird right now ughhh i just want to fangirl to one direction then supporting larry and ziam till i die okay
don't get me wrong but i really need a recovery from my ex crush. because 2 years is a quite long time. even though i moved on (to no one) (or to liam) (or whatever) in 1 day, it's still stung. it's still stung in my heart whenever i looked at my ex crush bc i see all those years my heart and my mind wasted for someone that might be not even consider me important at all. after he got me, he left. and i feel hollow inside, it felt like i've been lied.
you know what?
i don't give a fuck anymore. i love liam and zayn louis niall harry also other men celebrity so who cares about him??? who the fuck is he could come and ruin my entire damn life?
i thought he was my sea, but instead it turns out that he's just a fucking dead fish inside it.
lmao also everytime i meet him i booed. lol who gives a fuck if he hates me bc of it and shit. he's so damn mean and he fucking deserves it.
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