Sunday, 15 September 2013 @ 19:51 0 stares
Why?
Because I remembered those days. Those days when the 1D boys looked genuinely happy. They were okay. But what about now? Are they okay?
You know what, my answer is no. No, they are not okay, especially Liam.
It's all because the Zerrie engagement and his new fake girlfriend a.k.a beard Sophia.
No I don't blame Sophia for this. Absolutely not. The fault is not at Sophia, but at her 'relationship' with Liam. I think Liam confirmed about Sophiam (the ship name for Liam and Sophia) about... around the This Is Us premiere? I forgot.
At the This Is Us premiere is the first appearance of Sophiam, and also Elounor and Zerrie (with... Perrie looked like she told Zayn about the engagement thing and showed him the 'engagement' ring and made him surprised) Liam looked so not happy. And so was Louis with Eleanor. Zayn could put himself together though fortunately, maybe for the sake of this publicity stunt.
After that, interviews started to congrulate Zayn for the engagement, which was replied unenthusiastically by Zayn. And an angry, annoyed face from Liam (x). And also on his birthday he went to the Funky Buddha (no surprise there) with Sophia.
But, the surprise was, he went completely drunk. Like, really really drunk people there said he couldn't even walk. It was a truly shock for me, as Liam was actually once had a disfunctioning kidney (but it was working again... but still he need to be careful about it.) Then, when things couldn't get any worse, Liam ranted out to a fan on twitter, which then he deleted. Involved into a fight at the Funky Buddha too and having trouble with a paparazzi.
It felt like... I lost him. His usual happiness during the stage on tour, his usual smiles and giggles around the boys, Zayn especially. Or even his usual excitedment all over his face. Those were gone so quickly. So quickly all the moments from tour felt just drifted away in a blink of an eye.
To be honest, this worries me so much. And with the supposed Zerrie 'wedding' on December, I don't know how badly it will effect Liam. I seriously don't want to think about it.
Fortunately the tour will start again in about a week. I hope that could bring the happy Liam back. With Zayn. With Louis, Harry, and Niall also.